Thanksgiving

Well this year I spent Thanksgiving alone. It was not as bad as I first thought it might be. I was a little pissed off at first because my sister went to Oklahoma and left me down here alone. But it really wasn't to big of a deal.

I'm really looking forward to Christmas/ Yule.
I will have my family here and I will be able to cook and decorate and be festive.

Today is 10 weeks into the pregnancy and Amy broke her foot today. Things just seem to be getting really crazy for her.

Edit: Amy miscarried on Friday Nov 23 :( we are saddened by the loss of our baby but will move on.

Turning 30.......

I turned thirty yesterday. .I spent the day alone and at home. I did receive lost of well wishes and birthday wishes via phone and myspace. I have been thinking about this whole turning 30 thing and I have decided that there really isn't anything to be upset about.

I am beginning a whole new chapter in my life... I'm officially a "Thirty Something" I used to love that show when it was on the air. A group of sexy people all in their 30's living their lives and loving it!
I have so much to look forward to so why be depressed about turning 30?

WOOO HOOO! I'm 30!!!!

Thank God for mistakes!

I am so happy! The nurse at the doctors office accidentally read the wrong chart and there is NOTHING wrong with our baby!!!

Praise God! We are very excited. Our little bean is healthy and growing strong! I am so happy!!!

Work is going good and I like it so far.

Bad Day

Today Has Turned out to be a horrible day so far.
Amy is having a miscarriage. We are loosing our baby. :(( I am so very sad! I wish I could be there with her but I can't and I hate it.

I have to start work this afternoon and I'm not looking forward to it anymore. I was kind of excited about going to work.

Amy is still moving here with me and I hope she will put a stop to James and all his bullshit.
I am so sad for her. We had so many plans for our baby.

Please keep her in your prayers.

~G~

8 Day's And Counting!

It is so hard to believe that in 8 day's I will be 30! I'll be all by myself here in San Antonio and I have to work on my 30th birthday but oh well.

Ernie left to go back to Oklahoma this morning about 5 am. I have been hanging out here at the apartment just putting things away and getting the house nice and tidy. With it just being me and the dogs it won't be all that difficult to keep my place clean.

Loving My New Home.

Well yesterday Ernie and I rented our new apartment. It is very nice and I think I am going to love living here. Of course like any new place it does have a couple of drawbacks. It is on the 3rd floor, but at least there is an elevator to use. The mailboxes in this part of the complex suck!

When you walk in the front door you see the stairs that go upstairs to the loft, which has 1 bedroom and full bathroom.
If you turn left from the front door you are in the large open space that houses the living area/ dinning area and kitchen. We even have a fireplace!!!!
I can't wait until I get to use my fireplace. Of course that may not be until Feburary.

I will get to turn 30 in my new home and unfortunatly it will not get to be the 30th birthday I had envisioned. I have to be at work at 4pm on my birthday.

At least I'll be working to help pay for my lovely new home! I am just glad it will be what we want and need it to be.
There is pleanty of room for Me, Ernie and Amy and Little Bean when he/she is born.

OKa well i'm going to close for now. I will post more later.
~G~

Week 8.....

Cartilage and bones begin to form - At the end of this week your baby will have already completed 1/5th of the journey 'til his birthday!

The basic structure of the eye is well underway - The position is more "newborn" like already! The tongue begins to develop
Intestines move out of the umbilical cord into the abdomen.

Body grows and makes room - Two months along and this little one is growing inside and out by leaps and bounds!
The fingers and toes have appeared but are webbed and short
Baby's length (crown to rump) is 0.61 inch (1.6cm) and weight is 0.04 ounce (1gm)

We are excited about our Little Bean.

I Get To See My Hubby Tonight!!

I am finally getting excited to see Ernie. We haven't seen each other in over a month.
I really needed this time in San Antonio to myself. We are working things out and that is always a good thing.
We have been married for 9 years and we must do all we can to fix our marriage.
I mean our problems were not as serious as I think I may have made them out to be. I know that other people have much more severe issues then what we were facing.

However we are communicating more now than ever and He is currently Driving down here with my Lilly ( my black Lab/Dalmatian mix). Jack and I will be happy to see them both.