LUCKY 13 Promotions

I have always tried to stay involved in music in some aspect. Weither by preforming, listening, producing, or promoting, I love the music business. That is why I went to college for broadcasting and that is why now I am the Owner of Lucky 13 Promotions!

I do have a wonderful Creative Consultant in Kansas and we communicate constantly. I have 2 great clients and I am working hard to get them noticed.

They are very talented Young men who form the band Entertaining Angels.
EA is a Christian Rock band who is dedicated to getting the Word out. They are young yet extremely professional.

The music business has always been my passion and I believe that this was the major reason we decided not to adopt at this time. I really wanted to pursue my career and allow Ernie to do the same.

I ask you as my friends to keep praying for us as we venture into a whole new chapter in our lives.

Always,
~G~

Graduation Day!

She finally did it! Holly graduates from High School today! She is so excited as we all are and I am looking forward to seeing my little girl become a part of the adult world.

I just can't believe that she will be starting college in the fall.



Holly was accepted to 3 different colleges and she chose to go to Northeastern Oklahoma A&M

What I'm doing now.

So here lately I've been working on my book. I am trying to get a good manuscript finished so I can send it to my publisher. I am looking forward to getting to do some very literary work.
I am also hoping for a friend of mine to do my book cover.

I've been doing quite a bit of work on it and I am hoping it turns out well.
I have several different projects going now and I have been told that I am alot like my mom because she always has something going.

well i've got to get to the doctor so i'll get off here...

later! ~G~

Time Of My Life

I've been having the time of my life the past 48 hours! I have found a dear friend that means the world to me.
we have shared memories from our past and caught up on our lives and it has been wonderful!

We had both forgotten how muh we are alike and how much fun we used to have being friends.
I was telling Ernie some of the crazy things we did as kids.

It is so nice to be able to rekindle old friendships. Some times a women we tend to forget how important friendships out side of our marriages really are.I know that I had forgotten and was starting to feel stifled.

It really is great to be sharing that with my spouse, and sharing my every day life with my friend.

~G~

As You Can See...

The title has changed... We have offically decided to stop the adoption process.
We have several things in our lives that are leading us to this decission and we are confident that this is the right path to take.

I have been busy working here at home and helping my Grandmother with things she need taken care of. My primary concern at this moment is tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Founder's Day in Locust Grove,(the town we lived in when we were first married).
We are going there to be vendors. I am going to sell the Disciple's Cross Necklaces that I make and help my mom draw in business to her computer store.

I'm even going to take a couple of movies and our laptops so we can let people see the up close and personal!

Well it is rather late and I have to get up at 5am to leave by 6am to be in Locust Grove at 8am.

God Bless and If you are in Oklahoma and in the vacinity of Locust Grove stop by and enjoy the day with us we will be at Stable Rock Computers on Main Street!

~G~
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More on Second Thoughts.

I have been talking to some very close friends and I believe it is time for a new title for this blog.

I would love some Ideas on it. I have not decided what it should be yet but Ernie and I have decided that we are not going to adopt after all. We have so many things we would like to do that would be difficult to do with school age children.

I don't know yet. I just know that we are going to take our time to make this decission. I know I have kind of rambled about it but I just seem to need to talk it through.

I took my grandmother to run errands today and I have been working on my house.
I'm not feeling very good today so i'm going to spend most of the evening in my recliner watching tv.

well God Bless!
~G~

Having Second Thoughts....

I am so totally having second thoughts about this whole thing. To be completely honest I'm not really sure I can handle going through this whole process again. I mean with Elise we got her at 16 and had so many struggles. The lies, manipulation, and total emotional roller coaster! I just don't think I can take it again. After all our entire life will change. I just don't know what to do. I don't know what I want anymore. My husband agreed to Adoption because he wants to make me happy. He likes it just being us. I like it this way too but part of me just always wanted to have a house full of kids but I really don't think I can handle it.

I know this is the rantings of a mad woman and I am just feeling stress right now but I honestly don't think we should go through with the adoption process any longer.

I really need prayer.. We have a huge decission to make and we need to make it soon, as we are about to have to move and if we do I want to find a place that is cheaper which will mean smaller. I also have to find a place that will allow my dog and at least one of my cats.

Well any way I guess I just need to pray and sleep on it.