Our litle Princess

She likes to keep in touch with the Angles! She has such a sweet smile!

We love to snuggle weither it is with mommy or daddy snuggle time's the best!

Nikirhe Sofia Graham

December 04, 2009

Nikirhe Sofia Graham Born 12/04/09

Snuggling with my daddy

My first check up

Daddy feeding me at 4am in the hospital,

my first car ride, the car ride home

and Me chillin in the hospital!

Nikirhe Sofia Graham

7lbs, 2.2 oz. 20 1/2 inches long

Sleepless nights

Well I've been up for over an hour with the Walnut and she is in her swing with no sign of going to sleep thu far.

I think she is at the beginning of a growth spurt. She went from eating 4oz every 4 hours to eating 4 oz every 3 hours, then tonight after a bath she ate and slept for 5 hours, ate went right back to sleep and now she is wide awake at 3:15am!

I'm going to be a zombie later this morning. but hopefully when auntie sarah gets here i can get a few things done before Ernie gets home.

Well it has started to rain and I pray it stays above freezing as hubby is out driving in this mess. We are supposed to have snow for christmas! I sure hope so!

Walnut has decided to get fussy again so I better go tend to her.

~G~

Happy Day's!!!

So after my last post, my sister changed her mind once again! Praise Be to God for that!

On December 04, 2009 our beautiful Daughter NikiRhe Sofia Graham was born. (pronounced Niki ray) She weighed 7lbs 2.2 oz and was 20.5 in long! She has dark hair and so far has hazel eyes!
We got to bring her home from the hospital on Sunday morning and it has been such a challenging experience! I guess having one week to prepare has really kicked my butt! lol

We love her so much already. We are saddened by the fact that Holly has not got to meet her little sister yet and wish that she could come home soon to do so.

She is a great sleeper and loves to lay on her daddy's belly and sleep!

Heartbreak Again!

After asking us to adopt her baby my sister has changed her mind. Ernie and I are heart broken and grieving. We have tried for 11 years to have a baby and she has no clue what it is like to have so much love to give and have to watch everyone around you get pregnant and have babies they don't keep or want.

It's just not fair. I have turned off my ringer and don't want to talk to her or my mother.
I know I should not feel such dispare, at least she didn't wait until we had the baby in our home to change her mind.
I cannot imagine what she must feel trying to make a decision to place her baby for adoption, however she can't possible know how I feel.