Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Heartbreak Again!

After asking us to adopt her baby my sister has changed her mind. Ernie and I are heart broken and grieving. We have tried for 11 years to have a baby and she has no clue what it is like to have so much love to give and have to watch everyone around you get pregnant and have babies they don't keep or want.

It's just not fair. I have turned off my ringer and don't want to talk to her or my mother.
I know I should not feel such dispare, at least she didn't wait until we had the baby in our home to change her mind.
I cannot imagine what she must feel trying to make a decision to place her baby for adoption, however she can't possible know how I feel.

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