Saturday, January 09, 2010

Trying to Figure out...

How to be supportive of an unplanned pregnancy. Our oldest daughter is 3 months pregnant and Due in June. She has a LOT of growing up yet to do and I'm afraid she is going to crack under the pressure of working and having this baby.

Her boyfriend of 6 months is saying they will fiugre things out but she lives with HIS parents and he is in college in Florida! I don't know how to feel right now.. I'm NOT ready or wanting to be a grandparent. Obviously I have no choice at this point. And if she keeps smoking and not taking care of herself she is doing damage to that baby.
.. I just don't know! I need to stop typing and sleep because Nikirhe will be waking up again soon and I'm exhausted!

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Week 4

Week 4 is well under way and tomorrow our daughter will be one month old! We are so excited at our first month being here. We have our One month check up on on the 6th and we will get to find out how much she weighs and if she has gotten longer. I can tell she has grown as she is quickly going to be to big for her bassinet.

We are going to start looking for a better house and I can't wait until I can start working so that we can afford to do the things we had planned. I am exhausted because she is not sleeping well and when she does sleep it is either on me or Ernie.

If she sleeps on him he won't come help me with clean up on the house and that makes me even more tired because I know he works but taking care of her and the house is a 24/7 job.