It is 1am and I am still awake. Not because I'm sad or upset but because today will be our daughters last day at home. She is finally moving out to be almost on her own. She will be going to work for her grandmother and renting a room from her. But she will not be here.
I have mixed emotions about this because things here have been in turmoil for quite sometime. She is determined to not be respectful. She has deliberately tried to show very little respect for us in public. We are not wealthy people but we were raised that teens and children should respect those who are older than they are. She has no repsect for anyone! I mean she can't even say yes ma'ma to my grandmother! When she worked at McDonald's I never heard her say ma'ma or sir and she refuses to use it with us.
She is 19 and has no ambition. She refused to share what her goals for herself were until we told her that we felt she couldn't make it on her own.
I guess I am kind of angry with her for lying about some things this week and even though I caught her in the lie she refuses to assume responsiblity for her actions.
I just pray that God will deal with her and she will find comfort and guidance in Him because she refuses to listen to us.
Well Tomorrow .... actually later today we are going to be taking her to Tulsa to meet with my mother and we are going to see the baby.
I'll post another baby update later!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
GOD BLESS!
~G~
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