randomness

I don't think I will ever understand why these two people are so disfunctional. On second thought I think I do.



He lets her run over him and she lets him neglect her. They are a perfect fit. Neither one of them would be able to function in a normal healthy relationship. ... of course I'm almost positive that they would never be able to FIND a normal relationship. She is becoming more and more annoying and I am going to have to put up with both of them tomorrow!!! :( I'm NOT happy about that. I was hoping and looking forward to having the day alone tomorrow. I hate not having any privacy... and to me privacy is only able to happen when I can be totally alone. I know that may seem a bit odd but that is just how I feel. I am going to have to find a way to be alone for awhile every week or i'm going to go crazy.



I miss my you... we have struggled with so much and I know that I can never ... oh never mind.........you know who you are and.... well I love this song it makes me think...

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today'
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?