Looking forward to some family time.

Thankfull this will be a short work wee! We are going to my family reunion in Madill, Oklahoma.
I have not seen my family since moving to San Antonio in September of 2007. It has been really hard on me the last few months as I am beginning to miss my family more and more. I am terrified that something is going to happen at the last minute and I am not going to be able to go.

I have been praying every day that everything works out because I really NEED to seem my mom and grandma.

This is the longest peroid of time that I have lived away from my family. This is also the first time I have ever lived away from ALL of my family. Ernie is ready to go back to Oklahoma but I don't think I'm quite ready. We have made some great friends and all though we had friends in Oklahoma they were nothing like our friends here. If we miss a sunday at church they call to see if we are okay.

When we left Bartlesville, NO ONE called us! they all had our numbers but they were to wraped up in their own lives to be real friends. I mean I grew up learning to value your friendships and knowing that forming attachments to people is healthy and that there are some people who just don't value friendships at all.
So Thursday we are leaving for Oklahoma to spend the entire weekend with my entire family! I can't wait! :)!!!!