Wednesday, August 03, 2005

And the World Did Not Come To an End!

I felt so utterly miserable on Monday.... I really tried to get depressed! I don't know why but I guess I wanted to feel that way.... I was sad but by yesterday morning I was feeling much better..

I Guess that was God's way of letting me know that He is truly in control. I amended my child search list and chatted with my best friend S.
When S came over yesterday evening I was feeling so much better and I was totally happy to get to spend time with her! We have known each other since we were 13 and we were born 9 hours apart.
Anyway she took Elise home with her for the night and that gave Ernie and I time to just hang out and talk and be alone for a bit. I'm always glad for that..
And the world did not come to an end! Even though I tried to make it seem that way to myself it did not! I Know that God has the perfect child out there for us and hopefully soon He will send him/her.
So today Ernie is getting his physical,and is going to find out how much it will cost for mine. Monday Elise gets hers and we will be finished with the on paper stuff that needed to be updated for our homestudy.
Then all we have to do is install smoke detectors, a CO2 detector and hang the fire extinguisher.
I have to paint the bathroom and fix the window in the bathroom but that is just something cosmetic not on the list for the adoption. I just have to do it for me!
well enough rambling, God bless and keep us in your prayers!
Love, Me!

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