My precious NikiRhe turned 3 on the 4th of this month. It has been very bittersweet as I enjoy every day with her yet miss those loving baby days she was so tiny and dependent. I know they have to grow up but it is so hard to watch sometimes.
Even when they are already grown and are headstrong and mean. :( I am heart broken that our oldest seems to be unable to be honest or forthcoming with us in any form. She has been caught in many lies and hides things from us. She kept the fact that she was seeing someone from us. She has even broken promises to us and has no real remorse for any of it. She says the words "I'm sorry" but there is sarcasm behind them and she never is truly repentant.
I have been praying and praying and I feel the only solution is to ask her to leave, and explain to her that we do love her but cannot continue to be lied to, or manipulated into, believing her lies any longer.
Well I've lost a lot of sleep over this and I've got a little one who needs a functioning mommy. So I guess I will have some coffee and begin my day in the word.
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